holy crap! look, an actual journal written by me and not steph! : P

note: dont worry, i'll keep cursing mild ;D

okay so, due to the fact that i'm incredibly ticked off right now i have decided to type up a journal rant. cause, you know. that helps get stress out and stuff. : ]]
currently my main focus is BITCHES. yaaaaaay. not. so, i cannot possibly explain how effing pissed off all the bitchy girls that i know make me. yes, every girl can be a bitch. because we're like that. but some of us, ACTUALLY TRY TO BE NICE. i cant tell you how many times i've been through recieving dirty looks, rumours about me and my friends, eye rolls, and the worst? stereotypes. a person, anyone can be whomever THEY choose to be. i am sick of all those girls who try to make themselves out to be so perfect and flawless, and "oh, i never do anything wrong~" because they are JUST SO EFFING AMAZING AND PERFECT, right? WRONG. everybody has their flaws, and nobody is perfect. throughout the past few years i have gotten just about it all. dirty looks and eye rolls, fights with people who i THOUGHT were my friends, rumors that i'd rather NOT share, and being called emo just because of the people i hangout with and the clothes they wear. okay, i cannot possibly repeat myself again because i have had to have this arguement a MILLION if not more times. EMO means emotional. is the term "emo" was actually used PROPERLY then I can tell you just about every girl on this planet would be classified as an "emo". because girls are emotional, and there is nothing we can do about it except try to bottle up our feelings which never works anyway. And though it used to irk me greatly when people called me emo, i honestly dont give a shit anymore. If people think I'm emo, which isn't often anymore i just tell them off, works like a charm ; ]] things have changed and so have my friends. i dont care though, because all of my friends are important to me and though they are all different, they are really all the same to me. they're my friends and i let them be who they wants to be. because i love them. : ] <3

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btw, lot of different topics covered there. i was sorta just ranting about all the crap on my mind.